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Monday, June 25, 2007

i see two classmates getting their 100th post. congratulations to leexian and joanne? haha.
on my 103th i think.
oh greattt. its monday now. officially school reopen.
thankfully there's no exam today. yet.
supposedly chem spa later.
i dont feel like going to school specially for that either.
wanted to mug meanwhile.
ahh... great.

i am sleepy but i dont feel like sleeping just as yet cause my body doesnt feel sleepy but my brain feels like dozing off. and i am typing lots of rubbish meanwhile and correcting them, backspacing and typing again and going on and on and dont want to stop and . i am lost.

i think i am going nuts.
its 4.30am now. and i am awake for the wrong reasons.
i am not mugging.
and i didnt even look at any notes for the whole of sunday.
other than reading the tittles. great.
and what have i been doing? playing neopets. listening to music. and watch tv most of the time.
had block nose which blocked my brains.
can biology explain what's wrong with the cells in my body. i think they arent working right.
is it the nucleus that has gone haywire?
i think the mitochondria is working a little too hard.

exams are coming yet i dont feel the jitters and i wish i will pass or i dont want to see my results. haha. right. i really cant imagine failing. have been failing this year. and failing badly. its been a long long time since i've seen so many fails or maybe first time. and i think the number of times i failed since the beginning of the year is more or around the times i have failed the past ten years combined. goodness. but judging on how i have been lately. i might just not do as well nor be as lucky as i was.

great. this is stupid. i am scaring myself now. i thought i heard voices behind me just now. and ryan just said that......NO. i dont want to think too much about it. great. no no. nonono.

trying to watch what i type now.
its getting creepy.

LALALA.
i swear i dont want to watch horror anymore.
gives me bad imaginations.

enough of rubbish. i think i want to sleep somehow.